I can't really cope with my own plans didn't I? But I always try to do something for it, to make me stay and keep logging in, really really write.

I did some random things.
I helped a friend from his company.
I helped myself to regain my fit weight and body.
I helped myself from being sane through writing, I didn't post them anywhere but my own notes in my cell phone.
I helped my own homework and tried my best to help my patients also.
Looks like I'm just wondering around and still looking what fits me best.
I do still run to, part of my workouts for losing weight. I actually started my own program for myself (isn't that kinda sad? But I don't bother myself, I just want some improvements from myself first) But the thing is, I tried to keep posting those workouts and improvements. Tomorrow will set on 2 weeks since the first day I started. And I'm quite happy of how I am today.
And as for clinic works, I did too have some improvements. I need to find better excuses and reasons to love my work. Or at least make plans in details and deadlines to keep me awake and on fire.

Hope things gonna work great in the end.

Truth is, I'm just here being human.
And I thought helping this nation is just one goal.
Thinking of how I could do all this wishes come true before I turn 30.
I need magic of self confidence. Ha ha!